Spectrum of Love

"I love you" - There is much greater motivation than simply my spoken words. For me to love, is to commit myself, freely and without reservation. I am sincerely interested in your happiness and well being. Whatever your needs are, I will try to fulfill them and will bend in my values depending on the importance of your need. If you are lonely and need me, I will be there. If in that loneliness you need to talk, I will listen. If you need to listen, I will talk. If you need the strength of human touch, I will touch you. If you need to be held, I will hold you. I will lie naked in body with you if that is your need. If you need fulfillment of the flesh, I will give you that also, but only through love.

I will try to be constant with you so that you will understand the core of my personality and from that understanding you can gain strength and security that I am acting as me. I may falter in my moods. I may project at times a strangeness that is alien to you which may bewilder or frighten you. There may be times when you question my motives. But because people are never constant and are as changeable as the seasons, I will try to build up within you a faith in my fundamental attitude and show that my inconsistency is only for the moment and not a lasting part of me. I will show you love now. Each and every day we live, we learn more how to love. The degree of love I give is determined by my own capability. My capability is determined by the environment of my past existence and my understanding of love, truth and God. My understanding is determined by my parents, friends, places I have lived and been. Each experience is fed into my mind from living.

I will give you as much love as I can. If you show me how to give more, then I will give more. I can only give as much as you need to receive or allow me to give. If you receive all I can give, then my love is endless and fulfilled. If you receive a portion of my love, then I will give others the balance I am capable of giving. I must give all I have, being what I am.

I want to become a truly loving spirit. Let my words, if I must speak, become a restoration of your soul. But when speech is silent does a man project the great depth of his sensitivity. When I touch you, or kiss you, or hold you, I am saying a thousand words.